Nothing, its electrical, not due to my mood.
I was blue lighted to resus last night :(
Theres a problem with the elctrical wiring of my heart.
I was given a drug called adenosine which I was tole, 'makes you feel like you're about to die' for about 10 seconds then passes. I was give it three times each at a higher dose. It was awful. I felt so bad.
It brought my heart rate down a bit but only lasts a few hours. So it's not a fix, just a short term patch.
I'm so sick of this. And so, so scared.
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