Hi @Epic
I am so grateful for your response and your words. Thank you. I have just gone back to work after having time off for being sick on different issues. I am regularly going in the office to 'talk' to my manager and breaking down literally in tears. I have confided in her for almost 7 years and knows most things. I have trust issues and knowing my GP has done this makes me think I can't trust anyone even now. I couldn't answered question and think she knew. I opened up to my partner of almost 2 years as his everything from him and he got all upset. I am willing to work with them I am just worried and scared about the power they have and have seen them take my mum with the police and all. I know if I got admitted or the overall managers found out I would loose my job. I try to keep strong at work but that's also worsening but am thankful I have my manager to talk to but I know what I tell her upsets her as we are close. I hate my life and everything about myself. I literally feel like I don't want to be around anymore and feel I am a burden to everyone around me. Even if it's a small amount of people.
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