hi,
i can relate to so much of this. im so sorry youre in so much pain right now. i guess i cant give the best advice otherwise i wouldnt be in the same place, but i can offer understanding and a listening ear.
why did they take away CPN? do you think theres any chance at your next psych app to tell them you need more support, someone just to talk to regularly who can listen?
ive had exactly this before, where they think youre not getting better so take away their support from you, when them making things feel a little less alone is all you expected/needed.
*big hugs*
pm me anytime :)
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