Keep breathing Lillie. Calm deep breaths.
You'll be at mine before too long and we can relax with my huge TV and just have drinks and chill with some crappy films and gossip and chat. It'll take your mind off it. And if you wanna talk about it at any point just say so and I'm happy to listen and offer advice.
You can do this. You need this. You've been without help for so long it's amazing you've survived. But here is an opportunity to do more than survive. You're being given an opportunity to live again. Take it. Be strong. And I'll be there every step of the way.
And remember you have weekends off so you can come to mine any weekend and we'll do something fun. We can go to my boys and go swimming at the wave pool or cinema or park and take pictures. We'll keep you strong me and J. He's already said you're welcome at his any time and he's offering all he can to support you too. He doesn't understand as well as we do but he's there for you too.
You're not alone. You've got everyone here and me and J and your family and friends back home. We're all rooting for you and here should you need a hand to hold.
Love you.
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