I know it's scary - it's a long admission and it's new and frightening.
But think of it like your boarding school. It was scary at first, then you make friends and settle in quickly. You'll get used to the routine and food and groups and free time. You can take bows to make and craft and colouring stuff.
You can do this. And remember any (and I mean ANY) time you are struggling text me and I'll come to Richmond and meet you ASAP. You can come to mine some weekends and we can regroup and get you through this.
This is your chance to turn your life around. To stop self harming and burning and overdosing and to help control the choices and hallucinations. They may even be able to help you manage the pain better.
You can do this.
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