It's okay I have my prescription now. It was so expensive, I currently live in wales where prescriptions are free I didn't realise how much they were in England.
I'm okay sorry I'm just being dramatic. I've felt ill and dizzy today but I don't know if that's stress or tiredness or something. I don't know. I feel better now though. Sorry.
Everyone is so excited about the Christmas time it makes me sad. I want to be excited but instead I'm filled with dread. I don't even know why. There's nothing wrong with Christmas Day itself, it's lovely etc. Sorry I'm now just moaning.
I'm really struggling with food. I know this isn't the place but I don't want to make another thread. I've eaten so much and I feel so incredibly disgusting and gross. I don't know how I've lost control. I need to leave and go back to wales.
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