Thank you for the hugs.
I'm stuck. I think it's my own doing.
I deserve this.
I read so many people truly struggling to be well and get well and move on and...
I don't think I'm trying at all.
The fact is I'm a waster. I'm weak and I'll never be stronger.
I wish I was different but I'm not.
I know how to die. Cliched. But true.
I wish it were easier because it's the only real thing to do.
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