[cinn3r]

After over a decade Im considering SH again. I'm already planning it in my head. This week my GP suggested I may have cycle-something or other depression. Bipolar or something similar which would make the past 20 years make more sense. I've developed a new unhealthy fixation and although this time around I'm far more aware of it, still have no control over it. Oh and I started using crack, 'just' a binge once a week/fortnight that I;m slowly accepting I'm losing control over too.

So yeah, I'm here after a 10 year absence. Hello again! And how strange it is to feel I belong in the 'veterans' section lol!