Thanks for replies. A social worker I've seen before phoned me today. I was honest with her. My psych started me on an anti depressant two weeks ago alongside the meds I'm already on. SW is going to talk to my psych tomorrow and call me. I'm just not sure what else they can do. I know Logically that things should improve if I give the sertraline time but it doesn't *feel* like they will and I'm struggling with basic functioning and suicidal thoughts.
I understand suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem but this feels so unbearable.
Edit: Epic, when I'm high I don't believe I'll ever feel low again. It's been a long time since things have been this bad.
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