[Eir]

So it's over. Instead of a letter he got verbal diarrhoea over the phone. Not the whole story but that will eventually come out.
It's actually been ok. We agreed on some parenting things which is good. And we want to be friends and do our best for our girl.
Now on to the hard bits.
First him. We've had sex twice since we've broken up. And that's it. I just feel squeamish about it. No more sex.
Because no letter, there are things he doesn't know. And I'm not sure I'm up to telling him.
I owe his parents approximately $2500 for back rent. Really crappy.

Other yucky things.
My grad position starts in JULY, and I can't really RN before it cos that would mean I'm not a new grad. So I'll be continuing AINing until it comes up. A small chance it may be in Feb, if someone pulls out but yeah. Crappy crappy crappy.

So I'm feeling like a fairly awful human being.