I agree with Auror a lot. I think, from what I have read anyway, you need to challenge yourself a little more and try to find some way to fight back against what you are experiencing.
I know things like the Diazepam can help for a while but I also know they are addictive and maybe, just maybe, they aren't doing you any good at all anymore? I don't know, I'm not you and it's just a suggestion, but maybe it's something to think about.
I would also say that you maybe need to be more realistic about things. This is not going to be a quick fix, it will take time with regards to every step of the way.
I know you want and need these things right now but it may help if you prepare yourself for them not to happen any time soon, and that this may in fact be a long haul.
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