its natural to feel this way. For a long time you probably found comfort within thepain of injuring. You say your bored, but perhaps insteaad of bordeom your looking for some type of acceptance and comfort. I get hte visuallisng thing too. But remember that you are only craving that feeling. There are plenty of other ways to get a similalr emotion, perhaps find something which offers you further comfort. Perhaps curling up in a comfy chair with a good book and a hot chocolate. Or a nice warm bath.
You dont need to go back to self harm. Remember the bad points of it, not jut the good ones.
Take care
Kim
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