[Aubergine]

Does anyone else find that they get really muddled up when they're very anxious and/or sleep deprived?


On Saturday it got really bad an I wasn't making much sense to anyone. It made sense in my head, but I've read back over things that I'd written and a lot of it is nonsense.


I also can't remember much of Saturday. I remember bits of it. Like, I got a taxi to work because I thought I was late (we're not even open on Saturdays), but I don't know what happened when I got there or how I got back. I also found a receipt and free drink card from Costa from 8:10am. I vaguely remember them not having what I wanted so they gave me a thing so I could get a drink another time.


I forgot to take my purse and keys with me, so I have no idea how I paid for a taxi or the drink from Costa. I went round my Aunt's house and she got worried and phoned my Mum. Mum said that it's not all that unusual and then sent me a text telling me to go home, take PRN and go to sleep, which I did. I made more sense when I woke up.


I've been like this before, but only when I've been really poorly and in hospital. I'm not unwell at the moment, so I don't know what happened. Does anyone else get this? I'm putting it down to extreme anxiety, but I don't know if that's right. I don't like not remembering stuff.