I have been clean for about 2 years now and there are still some situations that make me think about wanting to cut, but I remember how far I have come and how strong I have been and I push through. I actually just recently had a major period of relapse, where I fell back into the habit of self harm but I am over that now and actually find myself feeling guilty about it, wishing it had never happened. At the moment I find it harder to fight the urges but I know as times goes on it will get easier and when I reach 2 years clean again those urges will be so weak that I can fight them off again.
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