Ty for your kindness, I am still trying to decide whether or not to go to the doctors, but am thinking that i might.My coucellor phoned me back yesterday and she is gonna phone me to see if i am alright today. I see her tommorrow anyway, but she said if i wanted to see her today, then she would make sure she could see me. The thing is i don't like bothering people,and i know she has other people to see and stuff.
Managed to get a little bit of sleep last night, but not much, and when i did sleep, i was getting nightmares, and ended up keeping OH awake! so maybe i will just not go to bed tonight so he can get some decent sleep, and if i not asleep then i can't get nightmares.
I just wish that all the stuff in my head would just stop and go away, and i wish that just for one day i could feel normal
