Thank you queer axolotl ( cool username by the way) . I don't know I have trauma therapy today and I'm sitting in Starbucks trying not to cry. I need to do my therapy homework but the thought of it makes me cringe. I need to journal too for therapy but even that feels to much. I re-homed my horse to retire four years ago this week and the guilt is terrible not a day goes by I don't miss him and he was the last living link to my Dad other than my mum. The flashbacks are awful I'm fighting urges not to cut I had a dental X-Ray and triggered me so much. I just don't know anymore. Sorry I'm making no sense.
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