Thanks. Made time for me last night and had a relaxing bath and went to bed early.
Had time to think on the bus this morning, which was not a good idea. Ended up in tears. Text husband who did give me a call and reassure me that everything would be ok.
Now in work pretending to be busy and get on with things. In reality I'm going through the motions, not sure how much will get done today but at least I'm here for people to ask questions should anything arise and I'm here for the one boring meeting that's in my diary.
Slowing reaching out for the support I think I'm going to need. Think maybe my mental health isn't as strong as I thought and I'll be needing more people around me when baby arrives than I expected. Thankfully 2 sets of Grandparents live nearby and are both retired so will be there when needed.
Trying to remind myself that I don't have to cope alone and I'm not expected to.
God bless
Liz
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