I took the anti depressants before, the first time they where really good, but the last time they weren't very helpful at all. And i am so worried that someting awful will happen, am not very good at telling stuff anyway, and am really worried that if i go to the doctors and tell it all, that they will do something like take my kids away (not that there is any reason to, they have everything that tey could ever need and more) and i just can't get the thought out of my head that i am letting them down, and someone is gonna come and take them away. I think my counciller will help me with the doctors if i decide to go. I am just so tired, i don't know what i think or feel any more.
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