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fading
thats how i feel for the last...well long time now i guess.
it's so hard to get up, to do anything at all..to come on here and try to reply or even just read. To email friends...i just...i cant seem to do it without a major effort.
i cant talk anymore
i shutting myself off, i know this but i dont care to be honest. It seems so trivial....
No psych, not getting the meds i should be taking
and i just cant seem to do anything about it
i just dont cvare enough to
i stay up all night till the sun comes up, then can finally go to bed, where i wish i could just stay
blah...i dont know why im even writing this..it seems pointless
romp
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