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dragonfly · 14-02-2016, 03:11 PM

Its all done. It happened yesterday.
It really wasn't painful for me. They did give me codeine phosphate but didn't need any of them. I just did it with one ibuprofen through it all. I did find it more emotionally painful to especially when the actually miscarriage happen. But because I didn't properly know when it happened I had to check to make sure. I know it sounds disgusting but I sieved out the toilet contents when I thought it happened and it made me feel so sick. I saw my baby. It was so tiny and looked so helpless. The tiny eyes were the and its tiny hands and its teeny tiny fragile body. I've never seen something look so helpless. It made me feel so awful for what I'd done.

14-02-2016, 03:11 PM	#12
dragonfly A flower for beauty....A heart for love.... Join Date: Jan 2009 Location: losing myself with no trace of home I am currently:	Its all done. It happened yesterday. It really wasn't painful for me. They did give me codeine phosphate but didn't need any of them. I just did it with one ibuprofen through it all. I did find it more emotionally painful to especially when the actually miscarriage happen. But because I didn't properly know when it happened I had to check to make sure. I know it sounds disgusting but I sieved out the toilet contents when I thought it happened and it made me feel so sick. I saw my baby. It was so tiny and looked so helpless. The tiny eyes were the and its tiny hands and its teeny tiny fragile body. I've never seen something look so helpless. It made me feel so awful for what I'd done.
	littlewhisper, my guardian angel. I-Love-You XxX little_miss, such an amazing friend. LoveYou XxX I hate it, I don't want it, I don't need it, I never want to see it, You can take it, You can break it. Mummy to my gorgeous wolf cub - 30/10/2013. Our little fighter at 3 weeks early and a tiny 4lbs 14oz.