[dragonfly]

Thank you for sharing your experience whirlpool. That was really helpful.

I have had my consultation and they were super nice. They did the scan and I'm 9 weeks so things have to move very fast to get it done before i hit the 10.
She did ask for f I wanted to know if it was twins but luckily it is only 1. Just as whirlpool said the screen was turned away and on silent but I do have the notes with me as I have to go to a different place tomorrow for the first pill and another place on Saturday for the next. Due to having my notes I have looked through and the scan pictures are attached to them so have looked through and honestly I don't feel anything. Instead I keep looking on my wall at the 12 week scan of my little boy and that one makes my heart swell with love.

Even though in my heart I still know it is the right thing for me I still feel so ashamed of what I am doing. Knowing that I am going to be forcing my body to miscarriage when there are so many women out there that have problems staying pregnant naturally.