Was in a&e last night. The main guy I saw suggested an admission which I agreed to. And then when he spoke to his superiors HTT got invovled and took over despite me having a plan for today.
The only reason why I've remained safe so far is because if I leave to go to the bridge my bf will call the police. I feel so low and ashamed that it's come to this again. I just feel so hopeless.
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