Originally Posted by
Les
i hate my life i think im doing my job for my familys sake and not mine. i hate where i live (the city), i hate the boredom, and i hate that i cant stop cutting. if i cut tonight i lose my job and get hospitalized and lose my family sorta. you think that would deter me, but i just want to so badly maybe to get out of this all.
Aw honey! I think you know this isn't the right way out, I'm guessing that your family aren't to keen on the whole SI thing then? Maybe there's someone you could talk to? It's midnight here, and I don't know if there's a time difference there
but if there isn't, then your doing a fantastic job babe!
PM me if you want to talk, or add me to MSN, I'm here if you want to talk!