I know how sexual abuse / assault can become all consuming and affect everything that you do. Please know that this will get better. It will never heal completely but things do get better. I know that you say you feel all alone but you have people here any reaching out for our help is such a great step. Have you had any professional help coming to terms with what happened to you?
There must be a load of thoughts and questions buzzing round your head and sometimes you just need to write them out and get them out from your head. Some questions like why me? and why did he do it? will probably never be answered but you can learn to move on with life. This isn't the end for you. Stay strong.
Sophie.x
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