I am so sorry that you are feeling this way hunny, it isnt fair that people have to go through things like this. Dont blame yourself for all of this, there is something medically wrong with you that is NOT your fault, and do not let anyone else tell you otherwise. I think that finding a good distraction will really help you. And as for the dreams, I used to have them as well, and what I found helped was listening to music or the television before I went to bed and it slowed the dreams right down until they were gone. Maybe you could try talking to your mom or fiance more when you are feeling so down, and maybe they will be able to help you through it?
I hope you feel better soon sweetie
Take care of yourself
*hugs*
x Kate
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