Its not right for people to expect you to be ok. I have 4 brother I know they are a huge part of you. No one can expect you to stop crying about it, ever. If they do they clearly don't understand, you should NEVER feel bad about being sad or crying. They're human emotions and you are only human sadness and grief is a part of life you unfortunately have to live through.
My Granddad died 10 years ago I still cry about it sometimes. People you love are always hard to lose, I've come to realize that its ok if I never stop crying about him. I miss him and you obviously miss your brother terribly so you should never feel bad about showing your emotions. Its a lot healthier than bottling them up.
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