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Uglyducklin · 09-12-2015, 08:57 PM

Hi guys I am sorry to post and this is a bit odd and hard for me to describe as I'm so ashamed it makes me cringe even as I'm typing! I have been discussing with my eating disorders nurse how hard I find it to care for myself or feel I deserve to not hurt. Somethings are harder than others. My stomach or anything to do with my gut I find incredibly difficult and I will ignore pain until it is so unbearable I can't hide it. It reminds me of the trauma and I feel I need to hide it so people don't know. Which is odd because my team at least now know about what has happened! Does anyone else find this hard?

09-12-2015, 08:57 PM	#1
Uglyducklin Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: London I am currently:	Shame around pain , discomfort and physical sensation . Does anyone else have this ? Hi guys I am sorry to post and this is a bit odd and hard for me to describe as I'm so ashamed it makes me cringe even as I'm typing! I have been discussing with my eating disorders nurse how hard I find it to care for myself or feel I deserve to not hurt. Somethings are harder than others. My stomach or anything to do with my gut I find incredibly difficult and I will ignore pain until it is so unbearable I can't hide it. It reminds me of the trauma and I feel I need to hide it so people don't know. Which is odd because my team at least now know about what has happened! Does anyone else find this hard?