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I texted my nurse last week to tell her I was suicidal and was left all weekend with no contact or support. I was physically and mentally very unwell and suffered a great deal.
So today I had an appointment with her. She started off giving out that I had used a text and was very aggressive and angry towards me. I was crying through most of the appointment and she showed no sympathy. She kept saying why wasn't I doing this group and that group. I told her I had joined groups and had been to a few. She went mental saying, you're not trying, it's not good enough, you don't want to make an effort. I also joined a community group she keeps harping on about but once I had actually joined then she found something else to complain about.
I told her I had lost my Masters and my job and been dumped all at the same time and they refuse to take me off a med where I am now morbidly obese. She refuses to see my side of it at all. It's pure judgement constantly and once I do as she asks she just finds something else for me to do but I have a full time job and am really not well right now.
I told her I do stuff she wouldn't even do herself and she has no illness and she went crazy, and I said not to be on my back when I'm looking for support not condemnation. The junkies and the people who never worked and got free houses never get spoken to like I do as I saw it all in hospital. I am so sick of them bitching and they are supposed to be keeping me alive. She is one cnt and I am serious. All she does is give out. She asks me to join a group and I join then it's another thing. It's the exact same as my family criticising me.
I told her if I died I didn't even have anyone to hold a funeral for me and the rock hard bitch never once flinched.