[stephsparkle]

Hi,

For a while now I've isolated myself and pushed lots of people away to try and focus on my own issues. I did it so I wouldn't cause distress to others but I now can see that I have burnt all bridges with the people who mean the most to me. Since my grandad passed away in July and after being discharged from hospital off of section a little while later I have struggled to engage with all the people that have supported me. My mental health specifically my eating disorder is declining and it has meant that I have isolated myself so much I haven't got anyone around. It's my own fault by I didn't see it coming until now which is too late!! Any suggestions, I think I need to leave and start a fresh somewhere else