*hugs*
I'm with you on the BS, but there is a valid point in there.
You are loved, it seems as though you don't feel as though you deserve it or you don't know what to do with it or you've been burned by it in the past. So youve closed off from it. Easier that way. Don't think you necessarily have to love yourself to feel loved. Just get to the point where you accept that there are nutjobs out there who care for some strange unknown reason.
You'll grieve when you're ready. Things have been crappy, so you're protecting yourself. There is no time limit on grief. And no right way to grieve. Denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance do not have a steady, predictable progression, nor do you have to have every stage. Or grieve the same way each time. It's more of a way of categorising an experience than a strict set of rules.
Take care penguiy
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