I wish I could think of better things to say sometimes, but _you_ haven't done anything wrong in all this. I struggled to make friends in school because i was quiet and weird and the "freak" everyone avoided, and any i did make i started losing towards the end, and after, they would stop inviting me to things, wouldn't tell me when they were around during uni breaks, and eventually they have their lives that are completely separate, and i can't really tell them anything that's going on in mine. i've gone through months without speaking to anyone, but i don't think i did anything to deserve it. So you haven't done anything wrong, people can just be fickle and lack understanding and compassion, especially during those teen years.
but when you do meet someone who is loyal to you as a friend, no matter what, i don't think there are many people like that, and it can take a long time, but they're around, and they don't leave. and even then, you meet better people when everyone's grown up and matured enough to understand things better.
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