You've been doing such a good job at trying lots of calming activities and I really want to congratulate you for that. I understand the trap of not wanting the feeling to end but right now it isn't functional for you - your quality of life will ultimately be impaired and there's only so long before it impacts work, especially as you can sit still.
Please try and trust that even though you may not feel unwell or wanting this to end, part of you (the part doing all the relaxation things) recognises that it needs to or it will be damaging to your health. Plus you risk going into depression. The medication should hopefully remove the extreme high but leave you still able to feel happiness.
Take care
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