Originally Posted by
Sketchy
I over think things so I do understand how distressing it is. Is there someone you trust who you could speak to about it? It's hard to say without knowing the details, but what makes you think you are in trouble?
I have only my cpn to talk to.
Basically I caught the bus and two women pushed in front of me. Then this woman decided to let this elderly woman go in front of her. She had a go at me for boarding the bus when I literally can't stand on a bus because I have panic attacks. I knew people would offer a seat to the elderly person whereas because I don't look disabled people don't think to offer me a seat. I said simply that I was here first to which this woman yelled "you're supposed to respect the elderly" to which I yelled back "you're supposed to respect the disabled".
Then nothing happened until I get to my stop. The elderly person got off at the same stop. I got off first because the elderly person walks dead slow. I can't be behind slow people because it causes immense back and knee pain. The same woman yelled to me in the bus stop that "I have no manners". I ignored her.
Now I was diagnosed with aspergers in 2004. I don't see what I did wrong as people don't see me as disabled. I think she was annoyed because I pushed in but I have every right to sit down in order to prevent panic attacks and people not to push in. I wish my disabilities were visible. I think that I am going to get in trouble because of this.