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yoyogirl · 21-10-2015, 05:09 PM

The thing is I can't cry, occasionally i may cry if I'm pushed too far but generally I don't even look interested/engaged. its almost like a part of my brain is switched off meaning I can't show emotion/flatness. Even though I haven't been on tablets in over a year.

Yet if I do cry, my sh gets 100% worse almost like I cannot cope with it. I mean last week I was watching something on gogglebox about the stand up to cancer and normally i would cry/get upset like the average joe but I didn't even care/ bat an eye lid. i called myself a heartless bastard.

21-10-2015, 05:09 PM	#3
yoyogirl Join Date: Mar 2013 I am currently:	The thing is I can't cry, occasionally i may cry if I'm pushed too far but generally I don't even look interested/engaged. its almost like a part of my brain is switched off meaning I can't show emotion/flatness. Even though I haven't been on tablets in over a year. Yet if I do cry, my sh gets 100% worse almost like I cannot cope with it. I mean last week I was watching something on gogglebox about the stand up to cancer and normally i would cry/get upset like the average joe but I didn't even care/ bat an eye lid. i called myself a heartless bastard.
yoyogirl Join Date: Mar 2013 I am currently:	Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted. I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.