Thanks for responding.
I don't have an iphone. But it wouldn't matter, by can't speak, I kinda mean when you get all locked in your body and can't really communicate in any way. I've tried to write in that state, but even with someone I trust and who has a calming presence it doesn't come out legible, or the words are all stuck somewhere and I can't think beyond "Help me help me help me...", or the subject is triggering and I dissociate badly or have a flashback. But that's going too far, what I want is for them to listen to the things that I able to say. They have a starting point, something to work from, and they ignore it. My anxiety was already really bad, and now it's getting worse, but they wont do anything. I can't take much more of it.
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