Originally Posted by
Sketchy
I deleted two threads because I feel I worded myself wrong. I spoke of intrusive thoughts, but that isn't the case. I read up on intrusive thoughts and can't relate. My thoughts are never violent. I over think situations. I worry bad things will happen, that I'm being watched, judged. I even over thought my deleted threads, scared of what people might think. I worry over things said and done in the past, what if I've made mistakes etc. But my thoughts are distressing. I can't escape. Now I'm scared people think I'm a bad person for this.
I'm sorry for deleting my threads and I do appreciate the kind replies, but I guess I'm feeling pretty fragile just now.
Well, I could have written all that myself, so you're not alone. Thinking is not good for me at times. I don't have classical intrusive thoughts either but I have a super active imagination. At times it can create pretty cool stuff but when I'm low or anxious then it leads me off into a very silly place that wrecks my life.
I've felt guilty over so much stuff I've written and deleted on here and more so the stuff that's been deleted because I've been off my face.
I try to remind myself that I'd be forgiving of others so maybe, just maybe, others would be forgiving of me.
Hugs and a pack of stickers
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