Thanks for the reply. It's all too hard, everything requires so much energy and is so draining. Duty called today and is going to talk to my CPN and psych in the morning. Starting uni is a huge commitment and I'm spending a lot of time researching a specific method. I don't even know why I'm sharing that here. I'm terrified I'll do it and I'm terrified I won't. I spent this afternoon in a&e. Until last week it had been nearly a year. I'm so sad and so tired. I'm trying to prepare for my appt tomorrow. I've cancelled work. Nobody can help if I don't know what will help and I can't think of anything and that just makes me feel worse.
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