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consequential · 20-06-2015, 08:36 PM

I need medication long term and I'm waiting for them to change it. I could end up psychotic without it. I stopped sending her messages. She was there for me for four years and now she isn't. Why build up a relationship with me then cut me off? it doesn't make sense. I know she's not my friend but my situation is chronic. I'm an abuse victim and my family are horrible still to me. I am alone 24/7. I can't cope with nobody at all to talk to. My neighbours are scum and couldn't care if I lived or died.

20-06-2015, 08:36 PM	#13
consequential Join Date: Feb 2009	I need medication long term and I'm waiting for them to change it. I could end up psychotic without it. I stopped sending her messages. She was there for me for four years and now she isn't. Why build up a relationship with me then cut me off? it doesn't make sense. I know she's not my friend but my situation is chronic. I'm an abuse victim and my family are horrible still to me. I am alone 24/7. I can't cope with nobody at all to talk to. My neighbours are scum and couldn't care if I lived or died.
consequential Join Date: Feb 2009	It became like a sort of prison. Encased in a silver shell, words so full of bleeding need spilled like drops on dry leaves. And all the while laughter prevailed a long way from here. Nowhere land, nowhere time, nowhere space.