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effervescence · 16-06-2015, 04:59 AM

I have a meeting next monday with the occ health doctor, from there she wants to arrange a meeting with my managers to decide where to from here.
I am really scared about what she will say, and about having to face up to my managers and be honest about my situation.
I am not sure what is going to happen.

In general my mental health is diabolical right now. The lose hold I had over it has totally gone. I am making strange decisions, going from depressed to manic and back again. Ruined the one good relationship I had in my life. Contemplating harming myself in ways I have not considered for a good few years. Feel like everything is spiralling out of control.

16-06-2015, 04:59 AM	#17
effervescence tired Join Date: Feb 2008 I am currently:	I have a meeting next monday with the occ health doctor, from there she wants to arrange a meeting with my managers to decide where to from here. I am really scared about what she will say, and about having to face up to my managers and be honest about my situation. I am not sure what is going to happen. In general my mental health is diabolical right now. The lose hold I had over it has totally gone. I am making strange decisions, going from depressed to manic and back again. Ruined the one good relationship I had in my life. Contemplating harming myself in ways I have not considered for a good few years. Feel like everything is spiralling out of control.
effervescence tired Join Date: Feb 2008 I am currently:	Even as the stone of the fruit must break that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain. There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.