Originally Posted by
Dash
my t feels I don't accept my scars, which I don't. I'm repulsed by them.
I understand. This is something I should work on too. Sometimes I see my scars and I feel ok with them,like I don't love them, but they're there and if I leave them alone, they will continue to fade.
But sometimes I see them and I feel repulsed. The ones on my arms are all healed and white now, because I have been resisting the urge to SI on my arms, but there are alot of them. I've gotten used to the number of them, but when I'm around other people and my arms are bare, I think "Oh God, they look disgusting. These people must think I'm a freakshow" and then I get all self-loathing and asahmed, which usually triggers me.