So proud of you for today J <3 *High fives*
I heard from the police today, they wouldn't tell me what they wanted on the phone but only that they wanted to update me in person on Monday, I'm supposed to be going away for a night at the Zoo on Monday though & everything is now truly ruined by this latest nugget of information. I don't know how I'm supposed to cope now & being away Monday & Tuesday/How I'm supposed to enjoy myself, I'm struggling with the flashbacks & thoughts & urges & I was so looking forward to seeing Monkeys at the Zoo & now I know when I speak to the police its just going to be all about them & what they did & how I can't have any fun because I'm contaminated.
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