Do you want to talk about what made you feel dirty?
I can really really understand that feeling and battle with urges to scrub myself raw when I have flashbacks/memories.
I spoke to my psychiatrist about the abuse and I asked her if I could write what happened to medown in a letter because I can't find the words.
She said that was a good idea but to only do it when Jenna is home in case it triggers anything. I might post it on RYL but I'm not sure, depends how scary things get. I want to share my story to the world (well RYL lol) to prove that you can go thought horrid, scary horrific things and still come out the survivor. Maybe I can others to step forward and share their experience so they don't feel so alne with their memories as that just leads to self-blane
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