Everyone's talking about me and trying to make me think I'm not gifted.
The dr was all, "are you trying to convince me you're xyz?"
"No"
"Do you think you're xyz?"
"No. I'm fine"
"Do you think you're invincible still?"
"Yeah"
"Well I was going to discharge you but by saying that you've just said to me that you want to stay in hospital"
"Whaat!!?!"
Then she said she wasn't giving me leave and then said "what about HTT?"
I nodded.
"You've not said anything"
"I'm nodding yes"
"What to, I asked two questions?"
"The HTT what else did you ask"
"Well if you didn't hear me you're obviously too mentally unstable to go home?"
"What?"
"Are you suicidal?"
"No"
"But you cuts on your arms"
"They're old and if I was suicidal u would cut here here or here. I'm not suicidal"
"It's just because of your presentation before"
"Well I'm not suicidal I'm fine. I've got loads to do, college Uni then research for Nobel prize. Races and exercise etc"
"Mum hmmm no you're not stable that's the end. We've spoken about everything now you'll probably be stuck here til Tuesday now because of the bank holiday. Why don't you think about that and reconsider why you're saying you're invincible? Maybe it's a protective thing to cope or sometimes people have other mental illnesses aswell as your other Dx and your showing signs of mental illness"
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Seriously. Just what. She's all over the place.
I asked a nurse what's going on I'm confused. He said he'll sit with me and go through it tomorrow.
I'm so confused.
Im gonna ring my mum. I feel bad that our visit got ruined by that and a few other pathetic dramas.
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