My first piece of advice is to please stay safe. I totally get what you mean about not wanting people to think you did something to yourself because of this, so if that is a good motivator than stick with it. I felt the same recently after my break up, I didn't want people to simplify why I had hurt myself as some knee jerk reaction.
At first I thought her email, with the rules, was super formal but I guess spelling out guidelines like that makes them very clear.
I know there has been issues but she is clearly stating she will work with you if funding is the only issue. I guess the question is, will you work with her and see her?
You said you need more time, Is that to process your feelings about all this?
Those conditions are very formal, I think for ease of discussing them, but I have had the same conditions in the past too.
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