I can definitely relate to no one believing me when I talk about what I experience (I also feel I'm immortal/invincible, amongst other things), and I know how frustrating that can be!
Have you sought any medical attention for the ODs? As although you may feel fine, sometimes overdoses can do damage to your organs that is unnoticable until it's permanent.
For the floaty/spacey feeling, is there anything you could do to try to ground yourself? For example, smelling scented candles or pressing down on a hard surface, anything really that helps you stay present.
Also, seconding (thirding? is that a word?) speaking to a doctor about this if you half can :)
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