I wish I could give you a real hug. I so know what this is like. Do you have anyone in your life to talk to?
Don't give up, it's hard - sometimes overwhelmingly - but it is worth the fight to be free. Remember what made you try for recovery in the first place? Focus on that, or focus on all the positives that recovery brings. Write two lists. Reasons to Recover and Reasons to Relapse. Which one is longer?
2 years is an awesome achievement. Don't throw it all away for lies and pain. Sending prayers and hugs
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