|
relapsed
well i have not been here in a long time about 5 years i was recovered didnt harm had the erge but always got threw it i got married so happy with my life my wife supports me in every way as she also a recoverd sh i met her here . but last year and the start of this year i was told i have cervial cancer that knocked me for 6 and the erges came back stronger i have stared to self harm again i thought id do it once that all but when i felt the relise i did it again and again now im back in that cycle cant tell my wife incase i trigger her she so worryed about me and i cant tell her how im feeling last night i tryed to end my life again first time in years but when i thoought of her it stoped me and a old friend from ryl helped me too thank u sallymay for being there for me that night i know in life we will have the erges to do it but life we can relaps like i did im sorry to all who supported me in stoping
|