I just feel so guilty for wasting everyone's time and leaving the dog alone like that. Especially when it was my normal amount and I should have been fine. I have no idea why I panicked.
I asked what they would do if I stayed longer and they said just observation on the heart monitor to see if my heart rate gets back to a normal level. I guess poison control recommended staying that long to make sure I was ok. But they were going to do no meds, no more drips. So it was completely pointless.
I took my normal amount to try and sleep. I didn't go overboard. The whole thing was completely dumb. Maybe they're right and I'm just an asshole looking for attention.
I slept on and off most of yesterday but got up and went to class today. We got assigned a group project in one class and then one of my group members in my other class wants to call me for help on the homework that I already completed. Made an appointment with the doctor lady for Monday after class. I asked A if she would go with me to the doctor on Tuesday if my heart still feels funny but she has not responded.
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