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Old 22-01-2015, 05:47 PM   #78
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I feel like ****. Ended up taking a small od, like a normal amount that i would never get medical attention for and my heart start doing who knows what. So I rang poison control who said to get it checked, the rang the non emergency line who sent paramedics.

They were not too pleased with me because they know who I am, and they told me when they got the call, they knew exactly what had happened and where I'd be. They get angry because my vitals are actually normal, but then I get to the medical hospital and it turns out **** is out of whack. The same thing happened last time. They told me I should consider just driving myself next time instead of calling them. Then something got mixed up because they wanted me to go to psych for a 72 hour hold, but I never actually got put on one. The social worker at the hospital recongised me, we chatted, and he told them it wasn't necessary. A number of the nurses recognised me too. It's not a good thing to be recognised by those kind of people.

I don't even think they were going to do much of anything. They did one bag of fluids and then my potassium was super low which they said was probably why my heart was being so weird so they made me take some pills for that. Then did another bag of fluids because I was dehydrated. They wanted me to admit me and have me stay at least until 2pm this afternoon to monitor my heart and things, but I left AMA because neither Justin nor A could get Lyra and I couldn't have her in her crate that long.

Everyone's fed up with my ****. The paramedics, the doctors at the hospital. I don't really think they wanted to even do anything. They never ran half of the blood work they collected for or even the urine sample. I missed school again, and I left my dog alone all night with nobody to come get her.

I should have just killed myself.



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