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Auror. · 13-01-2015, 09:00 PM

I'm a horrible person. I am not taking care of her properly. I don't deserve any of the things I have and I can't even function to work right now. School so far has been completely overwhelming. Justin and my mom both said if I can't take care of her properly then I need to find her a new person.

I've dropped one class but still taking 5, and then helping with a project. My mom thinks I should still be looking for a job plus all of this, plus the dog.

She'd be better off with someone who can take care of her properly and give her attention and love. I clearly can't. But I can't be dead when she needs to have someone keeping an eye on her, since she can't go to daycare or boarding while ill. So as soon as she gets better she can find a better person and I can be dead.

13-01-2015, 09:00 PM	#48
Auror. Camden Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: USA	I'm a horrible person. I am not taking care of her properly. I don't deserve any of the things I have and I can't even function to work right now. School so far has been completely overwhelming. Justin and my mom both said if I can't take care of her properly then I need to find her a new person. I've dropped one class but still taking 5, and then helping with a project. My mom thinks I should still be looking for a job plus all of this, plus the dog. She'd be better off with someone who can take care of her properly and give her attention and love. I clearly can't. But I can't be dead when she needs to have someone keeping an eye on her, since she can't go to daycare or boarding while ill. So as soon as she gets better she can find a better person and I can be dead.
Auror. Camden Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: USA	Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks. You can't always keep it separate. This is happening, this is part of you.